I guess this is the page that started this whole website.  I started off doing mandysdepression.com as a personal website but it soon grew to be more than just a personal homepage and I guess I miss that... I miss the days when only my friends would visit the site 'cos it was only my friends who knew about it.  I miss being able to mess around with javascript and fonts and navigation and I miss being able to experiment with the backgrounds.  

The very first version of mandysdepression.com was a pure white background with blood red titles and text.  It made for very hard reading but I miss it... I miss the experimentation and the personalness of it.  That's why I'm making this site.  I know I'll never be able to get those first days back 'cos what is in the past is gone, and I know that I will never have just my friends as visitors to this site 'cos it's linked off the About Me page on mandysdepression.com but I'd like to get that personal feel back... the experimentation and the doing things just 'cos I want to.  I want this site to be for and about me.  Selfish?  Yes, but I *need* to be selfish right now.  

However, I also hope that by me being selfish with this site, the people who come and see me here will be able to get something from it too... hopefully by the time they leave they will know a bit more about me - about who I am, who I want to be, what makes me tick and what ticks me off.  I want the visitors to this site to see my cock-ups and my triumphs.  This is me experimenting... learning... growing.

So, who am I?

I really don't know tbh.  Hopefully me and the people who come and see me here will be able to start to get a glimpse of the person behind the websites that I make.  This site is a journey... a journey of self-discovery.